1. |
you feel yourself erode
03:11
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do you hear my name
do you see my face
do you feel do you
know what I would've said
just take my hands and watch me fall
watch as my skin turns into dust
I can't go back to what I was to what I want
back to myself
everything just hurts sometimes
but I can't feel at all
feel no more
feel my heartbeat slowing
maybe i'm supposed to die
cause who wants me here
I'll erode away
it won't take long
soon I'll be gone
again
I feel you here but are you
really there
do you hurt do you
I want to leave
would you leave with me
I'll try to breathe
did you hurt from me
all I said was wrong
and I can't go back
and I can't fix myself no matter what I
try lay back and see the sky
you put your hands on mine
"until the day we die"
so let me go I'll lay by myself here
it lives in my head
moments that we spent
moments that I cried
do you remember
me me now I
need need to stand up
"everything just hurts sometimes"
what you said still makes me cry
all the things we shared were lies
and you never said goodbye
I'll stay as it all erodes
everything I lost for you
everything I lived for now
just another piece of me
did you feel did you
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2. |
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Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?
I'd try ask you but you're part of me
I'll cut into my own self
Breathing from my skin
Let my body dwell within
My head enveloped in constant tides of thoughts
My own ocean
I don't see myself when I wake up at night
The mirror in my mind is black and white
I don't have myself
I can't feel my hold
Where's my light
Where's my way out now
Try my best to heal
But you can't fix emotions
Without all the
Time I've lost
Chasing time i held
Thinking that its right
But my body just won't move
All the times I've told you
All the times I've
Tried to stay whole when I fell down
Still hear my name in the wind
Still feel what you said float by me
Deconstruct my own emotions
Maybe ill find what's wrong with
Did you feel me did you love me
Was this really what i wanted
Did you see what i was did you open me
Did you need what i felt you wanted to see
I try keep it locked inside but I (ego shatters break my heart)
Don't think i can hold on much longer (tear my body rip apart)
Don't you see i'm just breaking down (cause what do I really want)
Into pieces of what I once was (cause is what I have enough)
(cause do you still care for me) (cause like who am I really)
Won't forget where I came from
Do you feel?
Do you hurt
Is it real?
Do you feel?
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3. |
death's just a step away
05:22
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(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)
(do you feel do you -)
(do you hurt do you -)
(is it real are you -)
it's like you're still here with me
winds blow mold my face like your touch
I'd try ask "do you miss me?"
but you don't respond
how could you be gone
I'll close my eyes
and forget about the time
watch as I cry
it's rain on my cheek
connecting lines
tracing paths in sand beneath my feet
you swore you'd stay
where are you
tear my heart out
fall to the ground
words pierce my skin
tattered feelings
all this weight from my name
when you say it again
words kiss me
but I still feel pain
someone pinch me i'm still dreaming
death's beside me i'm his protégé
please speak softly words still hurt me
defy nature I still hate her
hate her
stay here
hate her
take me later
but you'll stay there
if I don't call
take a step back before you fall
everything just hurts sometimes I
wonder what I'll feel when you die
hold your hand it's cold already
didn't tell me that you left me
beating heart as I grasp for air
feel your pulse but it's still nowhere
will you search for me when I join you
try beleive that nothings wrong
hold your hand until you're gone
hold your hand until you're
do you feel me with you
do you feel me kiss you
you - you - you
you were my everything
take back time said I would not cry but I lied
can you forgive me for the mistakes I made
thought you would never leave what we had built up
but I was wrong i'm so dumb
see your face
I watch you fade
I'll always stay just to see you again someday
do you see though the darkness i'm beside you
you're here I know you are
I won't forget your hope
it's all inside I won't leave till I die
steps lead southward spiral downward
heartbeats haunt me death still taunts me
i can still feel the past inside of my own heart
fragile it breaks like glass let it escape time's grasp
do you feel do you
do you still -
do you remember my name I'm -
do you hurt do you
hear my words
is it real are you
still there
do you feel do you hurt is it real now
cause I know that you're gone but I'll still ask "do you miss me?"
do you feel do you hurt is it real now
when you don't respond I'll hold on
for you
Talk I need to hear your voice your words surround me
embrace me with the things you could say but I can't hear you
Call out to me but we'll still just sit in silence
do you feel my hands
I just want you back
cause I loved you
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4. |
reliant
04:11
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I said i'd never leave your arms
but you just stripped them from me
hold your portrait around my neck
so that you're still beside me
I'll see you one day you know that I'd wait
you said that you'd stay you said that you'd -
do you recall all of the shared whispers
words said that only we heard
won't let you fade
I will still keep holding onto -
I will still keep searching for you
when I call will I hear you call back
when I talk will you know who I am
do you still remember your own face
cause how long has it been since that day
I'll wait
for my name
when you call it back
"hold my locket in your palms don't let it close"
"take a piece of me you'll need it when I go"
tie a knot around my neck your breath was cold
I'll still keep you close by please just hold my
hand
I want it back I need your hold
why did you go
"I think I love you"
I still love you
hold my hand close to the locket as I hope
take a step closer to death
maybe I'll see you again
letting go of all my breath
And I will be with you
cause I love you
cause I need you
I can't feel
but it hurts
is this real now
but It won't hurt anymore
And you said you'd be the death of me
but you weren't here to see me go
And I hope you'd still remember me
Cause I'll need you once we are home
I let that locket drown
as I dove deeper
reaching out for your hand but I couldn't hold on
I'll keep searching through the dark
I still hear your heart
beats pulse until it hurts
I'll do it all for you
please just smile
just smile again I can't bear -
closed eyes won't open
won't open so I cried for you - you - you
I'll get you back I rely on you
feel it slip my fingers start to shake
as I watch myself fade
feel you here but you're nowhere to be seen
I can hear your voice I can hear your screams
what did I do lost it all just to find you
need you find you cause I still need you
i've lost you (you've lost me)
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5. |
aerith
03:55
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(do you feel do you)
(do you hurt do you)
(was it real do you feel do you hurt do you)
marks on my skin
keep what's hidden
warmth from within
holds all i've been
try hold my hand
ice bites you back
"stay here with me"
I wanted -
one day you'll find where i've gone
I'll stay as your eidolon
watch your efflorescence
said I wouldn't be too long
But I was erroneous
left you alone but I tried -
hold me do you see me
do you feel me do you hear me
when I scream out to
your reflections in
a past we've let go
you are my home
home home in your heart
please remember
the warmth you felt
when you kissed me
when you hold -
see what I am
It's all I have
it's all I'm worth
you were my everything
Now i'm just the wind
do you feel my
proclivity
fade from feelings
angel wings trimmed
do you feel do you
do you hurt do you
you you you you
my evanescence scares me
why can't I stay why can't i cry
I feel my life, he's calling
it hurts my heart to leave him
evocate my own dismay
I might one day be whole again
but I can't speak
I can't hear
twilight swallows me in fear
tenebrosity still holds me
I can't leave my own custody
hold my hands
why can't - why can't -
apathetic about my words
liaison between love and hurt I -
do you love what I have become?
because I feel like I hurt someone
feel like I hurt someone
knives where they don't belong
take it upon myself
bleed I won't ask for help
fall out the sky
hell's where I'll die
was it real did you -
do you hurt from me
cry for me cause I can't myself
do you hear when I call for help
do you feel do you
do you hurt do you
was it real do you feel do you hurt do you
do you feel do you
do you hurt do you
was it real do you feel do you hurt do you
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6. |
left turn
06:11
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I don't think i'll come to grips with the mess
with the mess i've made
nineteen years were all for nothing
did you hear me scream did you feel my heat
please remember me
please remember
cause I still can't let go
your hands in mine
at half past nine take you home
short trip just with you
talking through the booze
but you're here with me
stumble to my door, open yours
headlights glow like eyes
yours lock with mine
hear your voice muffled under noise
from rain pouring down on the roads ahead
I can't make out the words you say now
put my foot down and up the revs
I - said we'll be forever as I held you close
everything I loved right beside me as I drove
take my hands off the wheel as I try grab
your hand turn around to see headlights in your eyes
your eyes
we'll die
left turn as it all gets slow
panic and rain disembogue
your voice echoes through my whole mind
say you love me as I swerve
should've taken the last turn
cause It wouldn't of hurt
are you there
your eyes
your smile
your life
hold me
tears run down my face as rain makes it all fade
i'll scream for you but you are nowhere to hear
scrape my knees on asphalt
grab your hand in warmth - cold just like ice
I said i'd take you home tonight I
lied
are you there do you feel does it hurt still
cause I can't hold you
diffidence when I tried to speak but now I can't talk
all you said sticks with me your face lights up my nightmares
said you loved me one last time I
wish I could've said it back
every photo still makes me cry
when I look at your eyes
had to sell that car cause I can't bare the pain
ghosts sitting shotgun still hear you say my name
your voice
take me back to dinner still with you
still with me
I don't think i'll forget
That last drink that I had
I could feel your arms around me as you died
I can still feel your arms when I cry
tell me why it was you not me
tell me why I still love you
do you remember do you love me still
do you feel your hurt
do you feel my hands around you
do you feel me are you still here
your hands feel cold
I see your face
right beside me
will you stay here
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7. |
duscae
03:45
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won't ever forget the look in your eyes
when you held me close under the night sky
hands shaking in mine as you tried not to cry
'cause I was yours - 'cause you were mine
time slips away from us as you departed
still feel your hands as if around me
everything we shared still holds at my heartstrings
exigency pulls at me but I can't
bare to see your face one more time
what if it all fades like that day
do you feel do you
do you hurt do you
was my feelings true I miss you
and you never told me goodbye
cause you said we'd meet again sometime
same night sky you and I
but I can't find that time
all you said
all you meant
I think were lies
languid eyes fall on reflections I can't make out
your face a blur in my mind while I try to breathe
onerous words exit my lips and hurt
cause I know that I can't take back all that I said to you
everything that i said
do you remember it
do you remember all of the times that we shared
every small memory
culminates inside me
as you try forget about it
I never lost our love fall into tenebrous
that was inside of you
cause you never cared about me
act like you did
but I know that it all was just nothing
under the moonlight you said that you loved me
but why did you're smile seem different that day
gazing right past me I know that she's not me
but why couldn't you tell me to my face
hands on my shoulder as the dance gets slower
and everything else just seems to fade away
You said you loved me but you didn't want me
But i couldn't let go through my own pain
you grip me tightly
pain won't let me leave you
stay right beside me
cause i'm scared of what happens if
you leave me am I nothing
all of my time and my words hoping you'd love me
for me someday
I can't see why you'd still want me
when she's there right for you and I'm just another
another distraction
said that i'd grow and you'd wait have I grown up
change who I am just to play into your love
but I don't want to be tied down no more
everything you said it sticks and it's sore
only realised that you made it worse
you made it worse
you were my hurt
but you're gone
and I can't help feeling that you didn't
really care for me at all
all the things you said you would remember but
you forgot about
your love
you were my whole life you were my everything but I
was just memories
to forget about once you're done and out
but that's gone for you
do you hurt
cause I do
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8. |
isohyet
09:12
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hold me close
hands let go
don't forget my
face my warmth
where'd you go
i've been searching for hope
on my own
try to backpedal the things I know
hear my call
through the rain and the snow
are you there?
do you here me at all
it rushes in like tides I
pull and push my heart
beats for you
as you speak with your eyes
did you feel did you
did you hurt did you
tears dry desicate your eyes
I heard words you spoke
as you reached as you tried to breathe
deaths doorstep tattered rags are left
everything we once knew
building dust still
can you reach my hand
you stare back
though fields of lilac
break my heart
disembogue my heartstrings
stay apart
all these lines but I can't see
through the rain as you
share my pain, tremble
through the coldness
envelope the words I missed
try check your pulse
your eyes stay closed
feel your whispers
it still hurts to forget
all the words that you said
all the words that you
try hold on
still remember
who you are
cause i know you can't
tell me all about those long nights
stories prosaic won't leave my mind
as long as your voice stays with me
it will all be alright
I can hear you just fine
did you love me
do you hear me
did you love me
did you love me
sunset falls as we walk home
laugh through tears as the rain falls
pretend it's alright but I
see your pain it hurts to smile
take a while
lights in your eyes shroud with guile
every step holds regret
leave more behind the closer i get
you
looked so pretty as you held me close
words shared with whispers as we
danced under the bus stop as rain fell
you told me to trust your hands
your hands round me move me slowly
watch you sway as rain drips down
my cheek smiling as you speak
"it won't ever be like this again"
as I hold your head
hairs wove in my hands
I can't see your face but
I know that you're crying
all the words I said
do you still hear them
and do you remember
all of the small movements we made
as we danced in the suns fade
tripping on our shoes unlaced
every breath warm on my neck
till you can't speak at all
battling with the time as
it fades taking you with
did you feel me love me feel hurt
from my hands
call you back
it's my fault
lies lay lithe
feel you cry
as tears hit my
back to nothing
did you want me
cause you won't let go of something I
said then
did it stay with you
did it hurt did you
cause it hurt me too
i loved you
can't take back the time i spent worrying about it all
overthinking syllables so much until I feel sore
try to think of ways to rewind
all I said
I'll try let go
still stuck in the entresol
it all goes wrong
but you'll be fine without me
it won't be long
just promise you'll come back someday
watch the clouds form overhead me
I know that you'll get the same rainfall
no matter where you are now
like that moment
mists make ghosts of hands that hold me
winds whisper the things you told me
it feels like you'll always be here
but you're gone and
you hold me with winds feel air surrounding
can't hear your voice but I know that you're trying
all the dreams I had did you believe in them
do you remember all of the feelings that you had
as we danced in the dawns grace
the winds blow shaping movements
every step might be my last
but I can't stop to care
battling with what I said
it hurts thinking bout it
did you feel me love me feel hurt
do you still
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9. |
the world ends with you
03:31
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do you even recall my name - my name
do you even feel the breath of air you speak
was it really worth all the pain - the pain
did you ever know me? break my brain
hold my hand
but all i can see is the shadow beside you and
it calls for me
we can't go back yet you still stand at the edge of the world
parlay with your life until
the light behind us starts to fall
eventide holds on to you
it won't let go until we're done here
bequeath all you own
it won't stay your home
hold close to let go
become echos
the world you once had
watch it fade to black
you're still all I have but I can't grab you
recollect my thoughts from all your shattered words
splinter in my brain all I say just hurts
take a picture before you forget it all
it takes pain to heal again
gash apon my skin
let the shadows inside
of where i live where I still feel safe
hole in my feelings
can you feel it there?
it's all your fault now
I can't feel can you
it still hurts me too
does it hurt you
do you love me do you feel pain
was I nothing
you told me to not forget
I'll stand watch as the world ends
everything you said was wrong
but you knew that all along
"you love me, do you trust me?"
do you love do you trust do you feel me here
everyone just hurts sometimes but
I think pain can still break a heart
scales sway as you play with my love
feel it's beat go out and in and
do you even care anymore
cause you have no place in this world
did you
did you
did you feel did you
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10. |
do you still feel
03:44
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you said don't forget
but do you need me
what's my meaning
just hold me like you know me
you told me that you loved me
does it hurt still
cause your words hurt my head
all the things you said
did you trust me
hold on to memories that I won't forget
don't turn away
do you feel do you
do you hurt do you
you - do you
your kiss touches on my neck
feel the sparks fly from my chest
all the stupid words I said
it dissolves into my head
evanescence of regret
I can't let this moment go
cause you are all that I know
you're my world
stay it's okay
you know that I'd never leave you
just wait cause someday
you and me will feel this feeling again
cry tell me why
tell me why I can't feel your heat again
try again
try again
your kiss still stays on my neck
you told me you'd hold on till we
die so why can't I find your hand I've been searching
where did you go I stil need you
love you need you you you you you
when you kissed my neck
it felt- it felt like you don't know me
were you really there
did you - did you share the same feeling
I can't forget all that you said
was it even real
or did I not love myself
take my hand
take me back
take my heart from you
do you feel do you
do you love me still
do you love me still
do you love me still
do you feel do you
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